Love, Love, Love. It’s Easy. (Or…?)
This beautiful Valentine, my only Valentine, arrived 7 days ago and I had yet to thank the creator…and, come to think of it, I’ve even failed to thank the Creator for the creator.
Better late than never. Thank you, Anne, for the physical manifestation of a very spiritual way: the Way of Love. Our dear Anne has a way of Being Love that is so amazing, so lifting, so powerful. If you know her, you know Christ.
I have felt neither loved nor loving. Not for a while. Oh, yes, I know I am loved. But…well, I just don’t have any deep spiritual words today to comfort myself with or to give to you. I don’t have any insight into the deep sadness and regret. I don’t feel hopeful. I don’t feel motivated. I don’t feel prayerful. I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t want to talk to anyone. I just don’t. I don’t and I don’t.
I feel like a dang 3 year old, “NO!”