I’m Tired of being the Center of the Universe!
I’m tired of being the center of the universe and, like I said in my last post, I don’t have time for the drama. I have too much to do!
My thoughts are still incubating and I am still living very much inside myself — even while I am going out into the world. I am the center of my own universe, and not in a healthy kind of take care of myself kind of way. I’m the center of my own universe in the way that has barely taken in the news of the world, of my neighbors, of my own family. I am so focused on looking inward that I have not been able to see outside myself and my own pain for a very long time. A very long time.
I know that this is a normal part of the process of spiritual growth, of change. There is darkness before the dawn and in that darkness most often you sit alone and you become the very center of your own world in that darkness. But sooner or later you have to leave the darkness and head toward the light. Fortunately for me and my Ego, that Light is not a spotlight…